I finally booked an appointment to see my family doctor. I saw him on Thursday last week. We chatted about what I have done in our TTC (Trying To Conceive) journey as he had referred me to the gyn and I hadn't seen him in awhile.
I expressed my frustrations I had with the gyn and how he had put me on the Clomid for 9 months and therefore I couldn't do the Insemination procedure when we went and saw the Fertility doctor. He told me that he wouldn't have put me on it that long because of the risks of cancers. Lovely. Ergh! Makes me really upset about it. BUT - I cannot change the past and I can only look towards the future for bigger and better things!
I asked to have the HSG (Hysterosalpingogram) done that I mentioned in my previous post. I fully expected him to hand me a requisition and have me call each month to try and get in. It didn't happen that way. He stood up and said he would give it to the ladies at the front desk and have them call. WHAT?!? :)
The next day I got a phone call from a hospital in the area saying that they had an appointment booked for me for the following week. Wow. I got emotional and thanked the Lord for letting it happen right away. I didn't think it would as I waited almost a year to get in for it while TTC Makena.
They got me in the first try? Still so amazed.
SO - I go in for the test in the morning and although it is extremely uncomfortable and a bit painful, I am excited. It's another step towards getting pregnant. If nothing irregular shows up then at least the "cob webs" will have been 'flushed' away like last time....5 years ago.
Please pray that we will get some answers after this test and that it will help us like it did before. I am praying and believing and have a little lighter steps.
Love, *A
